Excellent piece Haimish. I have travelled the self same path. In 1984 I graduated from uni and wanted to be a writer. I was seduced by the devil himslf when I ended up as a copywriter journalist. It was not what I had in mind, but the devil pays good wages. Now at 66 I am doing what I really wanted all those years ago, and I'm loving it. Yes like you say, money is tight, but we get by. You'll be fine Haimish man. Just keep at it.